ya ALLAH
sesungguhnya aku tak kuat hadapi semua ini sorang sorang ya ALLAH
KAU bantulah aku ya ALLAH
KAU kuatkanlah aku ya ALLAH
KAU tabahtkanlah aku ya ALLAH
sesungguhnya aku memerlukan seseorang untuk mendengar segala masalah aku ya ALLAH
KAU temukan lah aku dengan seseorang yang boleh mendengar segala masalah aku ya ALLAH
KAU temukan lah aku dengan seseorang yang aku rasa selasa bersama nya tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku percayakan tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku merasa secure tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku luahkan segala kedukaanku kepadanya tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku luahkan segala kegembiraanku kepadanya tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku ceritakan segala kesengsaraanku tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku ceritakan segala kenanganku tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
seseorang yang boleh aku luahkan kekecewaanku tanpa menguris perasaan insan lain
aku tahu nobody perfect
i dont ask for the perfect person
cukup lah aku berasa perfect di sisi nya
*kuatkan lah aku ya ALLAH...aku tahu kau sedang mengujiku...kau berikan ujian yang kau tahu aku mampu hadapinya
Monday, October 31, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
adik kembar
assalamualaikum readers...
pagi tak aku bangun
bangun semata mata nak study mandrin..huk3
tp sampai sekarrang xbukak lg buku mandrin..
AMEKAW!!!
this week
aku selalo sangat fikir pasal adik kembar aku
bukan kembar aku
tp adik aku yang berkembar
*kalau aku ada kembar pon best jugak kan
abaikan!!
adik kembar aku yg aku selamatkan dulu dari lemas dalam swimming pool
sekarang ni disuspek sebagai mengidap RADANG SALUR DARAH
n penyakit ni still tak ada penawar lagi
beliau menjadi bahan uji kaji para doktor sekalian
mula2 dy sakit perot
den di tranfer ke bahagian pediatrik HKL
then doc said
air kencing kotor(ni happen last 2 weeks,time aku balek rumah ari tu)
then this week
akak i kol,cakap radang salur darah
ya allah macam2 la...
untuk dijadikan bahan uji kaji sekalian
tisu kulit telah diambil
kulit di betis menjadi taruhan
maka berlubang la betis beliau
hahaha
tak la berlubang
mebi bertampal je kot
aku pon xtengok lagi
yang aku rasa terawang awangan di pikiran aku
selamat kah beliau
orang cakap.imunity budak budak seperti beliau rendah
baru 8 tahun kot
dah macam2 rasa
then betol ke orang kate
kalau dapat kembar sepasang(laki n perempuan)
kene pisahkan
kalau x
salah seorang akan berlaku sumting
but im not sure
tapi kalau dari pemerhatian aku
since kembar lahir
kembar gurl tu selalu ada problem
dari kecil lg..
aku rasa dlm umur setahun cam tu kot
kulit kat pipi dy macam ruam2
then merah2 la kan
kembar yang laki tu steady jew
jenuh la jugak cari ubat kat pharmacy
then baru elok..tapi seingat aku lama kot nak elok
then sekarang.radang pulak
huhuhuu
sama sama lah kita mendoakan kesihatan adik aku...aku tetap sayang dia walopon aku selalu marah dia
dan kesihatan manusia sejagat
*best kan ada adik kembar
lagi best kalau ada anak kembar..hihi.gatal
pagi tak aku bangun
bangun semata mata nak study mandrin..huk3
tp sampai sekarrang xbukak lg buku mandrin..
AMEKAW!!!
this week
aku selalo sangat fikir pasal adik kembar aku
bukan kembar aku
tp adik aku yang berkembar
*kalau aku ada kembar pon best jugak kan
abaikan!!
adik kembar aku yg aku selamatkan dulu dari lemas dalam swimming pool
sekarang ni disuspek sebagai mengidap RADANG SALUR DARAH
n penyakit ni still tak ada penawar lagi
beliau menjadi bahan uji kaji para doktor sekalian
mula2 dy sakit perot
den di tranfer ke bahagian pediatrik HKL
then doc said
air kencing kotor(ni happen last 2 weeks,time aku balek rumah ari tu)
then this week
akak i kol,cakap radang salur darah
ya allah macam2 la...
untuk dijadikan bahan uji kaji sekalian
tisu kulit telah diambil
kulit di betis menjadi taruhan
maka berlubang la betis beliau
hahaha
tak la berlubang
mebi bertampal je kot
aku pon xtengok lagi
yang aku rasa terawang awangan di pikiran aku
selamat kah beliau
orang cakap.imunity budak budak seperti beliau rendah
baru 8 tahun kot
dah macam2 rasa
then betol ke orang kate
kalau dapat kembar sepasang(laki n perempuan)
kene pisahkan
kalau x
salah seorang akan berlaku sumting
but im not sure
tapi kalau dari pemerhatian aku
since kembar lahir
kembar gurl tu selalu ada problem
dari kecil lg..
aku rasa dlm umur setahun cam tu kot
kulit kat pipi dy macam ruam2
then merah2 la kan
kembar yang laki tu steady jew
jenuh la jugak cari ubat kat pharmacy
then baru elok..tapi seingat aku lama kot nak elok
then sekarang.radang pulak
huhuhuu
sama sama lah kita mendoakan kesihatan adik aku...aku tetap sayang dia walopon aku selalu marah dia
dan kesihatan manusia sejagat
*best kan ada adik kembar
lagi best kalau ada anak kembar..hihi.gatal
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
story of us
I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
[Chorus:]
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.
Sunday, October 02, 2011
soulmate
assalamualaikum readers...
aku nak share sumting
mebi bg korg its doesnt matter...
but for me...
its really2 make me thinks more about that
kalau korg kawan2 aku at this moment
or mebi one year ago...
i keep said that i want 'someone' whose in engineering field*korg pon ada syarat2 tok korg nye soulmate kn
r u weird??
y engineer or engineer to be?
maybe dorg noty2 punye guys kot...
xd la skema semacam kans
i xcakap budak lain skema or semua dak engineering noty2
but it may be majority...yup Mybe!!
and
at my bufday on 13th sept
yeah!! belated day bg yg xWISH...
i baru realise
walopon i dapat someone yg ENGINEERING pon...
stil i terfikirkan someone else
macam mana i bley realise..xyah mek taw la
but yang important kat sini
i xreject
but xmelayan
i takut "yang dikejar xdapat,yang dikendung berciciran"
kitorang stil kawan
kawan macam biasa
walopon rasa xsedap tu kan..
tp i kne juga wat cm kawan biasa
xnk wujud a gap between us
n i takut kalau i tunggu someone tu
penantian yg sia2
sape nk kn...semua orang xnk..
but kita hanya merancang
ALLAH yg tentukan
semua dah tertulis di LUH MAHFUZ
*i ad kawan yg amek psycology..dy kate 20-21 tahun adalah satu peringkat umur yang akan membuatkan seseorang tu memikirkan sesuatu hubungan..
aku nak share sumting
mebi bg korg its doesnt matter...
but for me...
its really2 make me thinks more about that
kalau korg kawan2 aku at this moment
or mebi one year ago...
i keep said that i want 'someone' whose in engineering field*korg pon ada syarat2 tok korg nye soulmate kn
r u weird??
y engineer or engineer to be?
maybe dorg noty2 punye guys kot...
xd la skema semacam kans
i xcakap budak lain skema or semua dak engineering noty2
but it may be majority...yup Mybe!!
and
at my bufday on 13th sept
yeah!! belated day bg yg xWISH...
i baru realise
walopon i dapat someone yg ENGINEERING pon...
stil i terfikirkan someone else
macam mana i bley realise..xyah mek taw la
but yang important kat sini
i xreject
but xmelayan
i takut "yang dikejar xdapat,yang dikendung berciciran"
kitorang stil kawan
kawan macam biasa
walopon rasa xsedap tu kan..
tp i kne juga wat cm kawan biasa
xnk wujud a gap between us
n i takut kalau i tunggu someone tu
penantian yg sia2
sape nk kn...semua orang xnk..
but kita hanya merancang
ALLAH yg tentukan
semua dah tertulis di LUH MAHFUZ
*i ad kawan yg amek psycology..dy kate 20-21 tahun adalah satu peringkat umur yang akan membuatkan seseorang tu memikirkan sesuatu hubungan..
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